Monday 27 September 1999

Airedectr ethardine knessoci king scaffing.

meta-date: Mon Sep 27 10:19:00 1999

Don't get me wrong - I really appreciate the fact that they have toilets on trains - I just wish they cleaned them more regularly. Sitting here listening to the Wonder Stuff singles album with the smell of stale urine permeating the air. Face feels cold - the beard served utilitarian purposes as well as aesthetic ones. I want to be truly happy - just for a moment - to see what it's like. Headache doesn't help. Optimistic defeatist. Walking paradox.