Monday 8 November 1999

Opporteral artionth ating.

meta-date: Mon Nov 8 09:46:00 1999

Funny how sometimes we can forget things that define us. Just listened to the track "Eternal Black Embrace" by Xentrix. Still relate to it as much as I did in school about 9 years ago. Scary. I have never left my adolescence. Almost everything I do confirms this. Eternity. Is it long enough? My short span seems more than enough at the moment - eternity would be hell. I hope I don't feel that way for the rest of my remaining allocation. I long to long for eternity. Freakshow. What is the point. Where do I fit? Is there such a place? I want a place where more than just my mind feels welcome - I want somewhere my heart feels welcome too.