Wednesday 10 November 1999

Reconstrie extened ssestle plaginess.

meta-date: Wed Nov 10 19:37:00 1999

Early night? Probably. Not in the mood for consciousness. Fivefold. Warm in here. Why am I so open here? Not why, how. I wish I could be more like this in reality. Don't speak because I don't think people want to hear - if they didn't then I wouldn't be getting so many hits. I have the confidence to be myself - to not compromise - yet I don't have the confidence to talk to people. Too paranoid for face to face interaction. Can't make eye contact - have to look away. Too uncomfortable not to. God I wish I wasn't so typically British sometimes. I wonder if we have any Bovril left at home...