Wednesday 13 October 1999

Curate enterd proce.

meta-date: Wed Oct 13 07:10:00 1999

Train. Queue caused the missage of the 7:42 - 7:45 instead. Violator. Rose. Silence. Calm before the storm. Good book - finished. Remove 1 book from the queue and add 5 others. Book that I have been waiting 3 years for will be out soon. Pretty. Look but don't touch. Something I will never have. Escape. Re-capture. Replacement. Trying. Tireing. Underground. That's all there is. Ferry journey - up all night - years ago, but the music is the same. Sensory deprivation. Emotional depravity. I ache.