Thursday 26 August 1999

Andertur auntio conts.

meta-date: Thu Aug 26 18:42:00 1999

Geek. Freak. Pariah. Messiah.  Call me whatever you want. Call me something. Give some sign you have noticed me. I am so boring - it's no wonder people don't notice me. I don't matter - and this is how I feel on a good day. I am beneath contempt. I need something. Incomplete. I don't know what. I have been judged and found unworthy. There is no appeal. I will abide by your decision your honour. I will watch the sunset now.