Sunday 1 August 1999


Wow, two updates on the first day - won't be able to keep that up for long ;)

I hate this heat.  I have been sitting in front of the screen sweating all day. I wish it could be night eternally - there is no time I feel more content than when walking in a light drizzle in the early hours of the morning - the only thing in my experience that competes is sitting on a beach at night - nothing but the sound of waves on the shore.  I wish there was enough space in my room to get an air conditioning unit, but there is far too much stuff crammed in here already.

Wet heat
Drowning in mediocrity
Soul screaming in pain
But all is silent

I really have to get a life - but I have no idea where to look and I wouldn't know what to do with it if I had one anyway.