Updating last entry - still makes no sense - some will have to remain uncorrected. Whirr of fan. Bathroom needed - continue later. No dream memories. Too much to drink last night - still not sober. Lying in a woman's bed - she's away - the only way I ever get to do this. Didn't break anything last night (as far as I recall) I think I'm improving. Hours to go before anyone else is up. I wonder how long the batteries last in my new CD player - haven't had chance to find out yet. Laughing - bwahahaha. Rain outside - why does everyone else think that is a bad thing? See how they run. Who am I? Do I matter? Giger pictures surround me - very cool. Cuddling up to Tracy's womble last night in the taxi was strangely comforting.
Blue glass
Illuminated with darkness
Pale ambient sunlight
Fighting through overcast sky
Catford - but I am a dog person
Cat call, cat nap, cat fight
Work calling for many
But not me - not today.
Gyroscopic motion
Head still spins
Medicine?
Water bucket is sufficient.
I am lost.
I know where my body is
But where is the missing part?
The part to make me complete
Quiet time
Quality time
No interruptions
No company
Lonely time
Every time
All the time.
Never come back
Run for cover
Hide - he may find you
He can't be allowed to feel whole
Conspiracy?
Paranoia
If the sun were to go nova
Nothing would matter
Will I feel this lonely when I'm dead?
Yellow sign
Green tree
Grey sky
Black heart
Lost sheep
Wolves on the prowl
Try to help
But too late
Torn asunder in front of me
Useless
Pointless
Hopeless
Why?
Full circle
Corners tightening
Ouroboros
Disappearing into myself
Demons at the gate
Blood on the blade
Get the lemon
Burning release
Poetry flows
When loneliness surrounds
Someone help me close the dam
Please
Hold me tight
Until the pain goes away
I will do the same for you
If you let me
Sunburst
Dragon
Viking
Eskimo
Accept the confusion
All becomes clear
Hail Eris
Mother of confusion
In a world gone crazy
The mother of us all.
Freefall
Nothing matters
Electro pop
Stay inside
It won't hurt for long
The numbness builds quickly
Is anyone there?
Horn blows
A bus passes
The human tide is at low ebb
Outside it all
Here I lay
And the world passes by
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